Are you feeling lost?

One of the biggest struggles I had most of my life, was struggling to find my thing. I spent years drifting between what one person thought to what another person thought, with no real idea.

I spent years people pleasing, feeling obligated to accept everything, to never question, just because I was gifted with abilities. I felt I could not say no. Years listening to and pleasing other people, most of them making money from my abilities, most of them with only that in mind.

I was lost, unfocused, constantly dropped when I longer served THEIR purpose, disappointed and feeling I was here put here to be used, not to serve.

My self esteem had bombed out and my yo-yo-ing bank balance was reflecting it. Every day I was helping others find their path, yet I couldn’t find mine.

What shifted me was a moment of pain, a moment of standing alone, a moment of realising I had nothing left to give, not to others and not to myself. I broke and I broke down. As always, the very people I thought would be there for me, were not. They were only there for the highs and the pay-outs.

Truth is though, I didn’t fall apart, I was falling into place and all the parts that didn’t belong were gone. I was free. Free to choose me. Now, I am not saying this choosing happened over night. It takes time to allow the pieces to fall away if they have been there for a very long time, and you believe that those pieces are your identity, your purpose, you reason for being. To walk through a chapter of…