Feel like a train crash?

Where are your emotions right now as you read it?

Where is your health?

As I write this, I am in fact lying in bed, ‘dealing’ with myself to avoid the slide into victim mode. You see I spent most of last week ill, the weekend looking after my sick daughter and my sick horse, and this morning I cannot get out of bed for feeling so ill.

Why am I sharing this? Because we are in huge times energetically, with so many planets in retrograde, our deepest and darkest fears are all being brought up to be walked through, faced and let go of. We can no longer carry the fears forward.

For me it is the fear I had of not being able to work, to therefore pay for the roof over my children's heads. A single parent life can wire you up that way!

I know that spirit have put me on my Ass to show me something, so for now I will write, I will journal, I will meditate and I will feel my way forward out of this temporary darkness.

Can you feel the heaviness of fear within your soul? Within your heart? Your chest? Is your mind wandering back to times of hurt and disappointment in your past? Is your mind trying to stop you from being brave, being you and doing what you should have done for some time now?